Chapter 28: The Butterfly Year

We are already in September. The first week has passed, and just a few more remain. I typically write generally, but today’s devotion will be dedicated to a reflection of myself. This month is my birthday month, so I have been in a reflective place, thinking about all that God has done for me and everything He has brought me through. I am grateful beyond measure and truly blessed. I think about being given another year and the chance to live it out fully. I am overjoyed with the people God has placed in my life, my wonderful friends and family, and especially my children. Gratitude fills me because I know I do not deserve much of anything, yet in His grace and kindness, He has kept me and ensured that my foot did not slip. Year 27 was extremely transformative for me. I lost so much, but I have gained much more.

Now, turning 28 marks what I call my butterfly year. It is a year of stepping fully into my purpose and embracing everything God has called me to be. Not shrinking to make others comfortable, or placing myself in a box or limiting myself. I expect to see God move exceedingly and abundantly through me and with me this year. I believe I will rise above the limits I have placed on myself. I look forward to growing continually as a person, a mother, a future wife, a friend, and a daughter. My desire is to remain humble before God, honoring Him in all things. I do not want to live with a sense of entitlement but with a heart full of gratitude and humility. I want to lead with love and avoid bitterness and anger. My goal is to be the best version of myself for my children and for everyone in my life. I want to remain spiritually, emotionally, mentally, and physically healthy so that I can walk in the fullness of my calling and show up in a way that pleases God. Here is to a new month filled with new promises, fresh mercies, and abundant grace. Here’s to my butterfly year.


Those who sow their tears as seeds will reap a harvest with joyful shouts of glee. They may weep as they go out carrying their seed to sow, but they will return with joyful laughter and shouting with gladness as they bring back armloads of blessing and a harvest overflowing!

Psalms 126:5-6 TPT


It is by God’s grace that I am still standing, still declaring the goodness of God. All honor, glory, and praise to the Most High who has kept me. May I receive everything God has for me.


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